In this moment I accept that I have been given care of a very fragile person. I accept that I may likely never know why this task has been passed to me. In this moment, I accept that I need not know more than the fact that what I do has value.
With that, I will care for this person to the best of my abilities. I will forgive myself for the days I could do better, but don't. I will forgive myself for the days I would do better, but cannnot.
I seek to have clarity of thought that I might make choices most in balance with the many intertwining lives, including my own. I seek to be supported in whatever ways financial and emotional that will maintain this balance. I seek to learn how to draw from a well of infinite patience and energy.
I open myself up to the possibility of joy, of fulfillment, and of grace. I accept that, in this moment, it is all I can do.
I am a Canadian single mom juggling life, work and care for a child disabled from stroke. About all of life's ups and downs and some crazy/questionable/fun stuff.
B.A., M.A. Religious Studies, Montessori Diploma.
Can't believe it so aggravated me that I didn't think of this ...
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